A number of stories studied in literature have the dynamic of the crossover effect between two characters. A character starts one way in a story, but through a series of circumstances beyond what the character can control, (s)he makes an about face from the way (s)he was originally portrayed.
Not everyone has the experience of the crossover effect in his/her life. Most people operate under the belief that consistency is the best policy (and many times it is for image's sake). But, I have found myself to have undergone the crossover in the matter of politics, religion, and philosophy of the heart. I was with a high school friend not long ago, and in the three matters just mentioned we have changed places. Another way to achieve crossover is to measure it against someone who has remained consistent over time. I have a lifelong friend who fits this mold. One of his admirable traits is that I can count on his steadiness of purpose, which we share. But when I measure myself against him, I can see how much I have changed because we used to be much alike.
In stories, a person doesn't have to worry so much about whether the crossover is moral, costly, advantageous, or unnatural. But in life, I have to evaluate all four of those. I only live once, so the stakes are really high to cross over in the three matters of life mentioned. Tonight, though, I can sleep well. Sydney Carton and I have crossed over in much the same way. And, if Carton and Darnay are but representations of the dual nature that lives inside each one of us, I hope people don't view me in disbelief, shaking their heads at my selfishness because I have let the Carton side of the dual nature switch with Darnay's side
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